i can't stand to fly..

went for tramp training at school todayy. i was the only sec girl there. haha the rest were all primary kids. first time i felt so tall. :P wells, i crashed a few times, but it was okay i guess. all the little kiddos kept staring at me and talking loudly about me behind my back. i could hear every word they said. hahahah they're so cute! anyways, trained for 2 and a half hours then went home had tuition then went for cat class. it was quite fun today. we played these games where you had to pick different coloured m&ms, and they give you a question for each colour. example: blue - the most embarrasing incident you've ever had. so on and so forth, and we're supposed to share it with the class. well, the group we were sitting in actually. then after that sang a few songs and played another game, where the facilitators stuck post-its which had "leper" or "bartender" on our back, and we're supposed to talk to our friends according to what they are.
and i was superman...i found out who i was when someone suggested to me that i should wear my underwear inside my pants.
nothing much happened during this week, mmhmm.

i saw an angel, of that i'm sure.

sheesh

todayy chinese teacher scolded me cos i was "dreaming"...): i'm damn sad. started to tear. hahahaa. actually i'm not sad, just damn pissed off....went to the toilet after that and punched the wall and grabbed my hair and went arghhhh!!! to vent off some anger. heeeheeee. then had pe. totally couldn't throw discus. i was the last one to learn how to flick a discus properly. and i threw it too early so it nearly hit zi ning. =/ epic failure. today certainly wasn't my day. and i was getting all frustrated and fed up then i decided to ask mr jega for the volleyball. and started to hit it hard cos i was reallyreally annoyed with this morning. and then went to play netball. hahaha quite funny. it made me happy again (: then geog was okayy...we got back our set notation test for maths. hehe...scraped an A1...bleahh. barely scraped it actually.
then had full investiture rehearsal at 2.30pm. i think it's okay. i look totally stupid in the picture. hahahaha i don't know how i'll manage to walk up the hall without laughing. and the dance...i shan't say anything about that. and training. i was high. cos i was happy. and i sang songs to make me happy~ and it helped (: then 150 + 50 x 2. timings sucked. but it's okay cos it was grass. hurdles was alrighty too.
went to support midd at bedok reservoir on saturday. only ying ting my mom and i were the only supporters there actually. played on the see saw near the car park with YT for a while. but i was always in the air cos...ehh YT is heavier than me. hahahah! then went to the toilet. then walked back to the carpark to get my mom. then walked back to where the teachers were cos my mom couldn't find them. then ms lim called me cos she wanted us to carry stuff from her car which was at the carpark...and we had to go back there again. sighh...midd are crazy. they finished running 4.3km in 20min!!! and the fastest person who was a national marathon runner (and who was a women ahemahem :D) managed to finish it in 16min!!! that's 10 rounds in 16min...and i can only do 6 rounds in 10min...=.= crazy lady.
oooh gonna get a new phone cos the repair cost for my phone is over 100 bucks...hahaha! but i'm gonna get a cheap phone...if i can find one that is.

i wanna be with you tonight~

i wish it could all end right now. i don't want to do this anymore. please...make it stop.

be a woman. camwhore

greetings.
i forgot to mention in yesterday's post that i totally embarrased myself when i went for tution. it was raining pretty badly when i reached my tution teacher's house, so i had to run out. fortunately her gate was open, but when i ran out of the car my glasses immediately fogged up so i just ran blindly through the gate, and through the blur-ness of my glasses i made out two figures standing on the porch. and cos i didn't wanna bang into them i ran to my right, and screaming cos i couldn't see where i was going, crashed into the wall.
hard.
most probably everybody in class heard my screams and cry of pain.
but, as i learnt in cme class today, other people's opinion of you does not matter, so i shall not care what they had thought about me at that point in time. it was yesterday anyway.
wells, today was okayyy. english teacher didn't come, so camwhored. it was preety scary. cos we're right next to the staircase leading up to the staffroom, and teachers were walking up and down on it. hahaha real scary. but it was fun. be a man, take the risk. hehehe...
training is okayy. did hurdles than fartleck. pretty slack actually. then went out to eat dinner with my bro and his friend and my mom and my great-grandma. in the car, i heard my bro's friend say "oh, is she the fierce sister you always talk about?" and immediately after that my bro just patted me on my shoulder and said: "i love you jessica!!" hahahaha how funny. sad he's going off for NS ):

together forever and ever to pass~

sugar bread and sausage buns

i don't know why the title for this post is so weird, so don't ask.
i totally failed chinese. ):
other than that, training for tramp was freaky. i had to do the whole routine, and it's only my 3rd training, if you include skills. gross. i think teng lao shi is mad. then when we were going home the sky was real dark. it was as grey as the tarma in the school carpark. trust me, i compared. ;D yuppyupp, wednesday track training was tiring. 300+m on the grass, 5min rest in between x 3. i think i died. hahaha! and dayna came back from new zealand! whee! she's grown 10cm okay! she says she's 159.5 but i don't believe her. she said, the secret to her sudden growth spurt is because she eats steak everyday for breakfast. i don't know if that's an exaggeration, but i sure wanna do the same thing as her if it helps me to grow taller. anyway, today did morning jog with windy and petrina and hazel. joy and yingting jogged separately cos they wanted to jog slowy - i guess it's cos they're calves hurt. well i totally died today cos windy and i more or less sprinted 2km in 10min...4 rounds around the track. gahh i couldn't breathe after that! felt like it was napfa! i don't wanna jog with her ever again. if you're reading this windy, no offense. you're just crazy. well, after school had invest rehearsal. i think the councillors are totally going to embarrass ourselves...i mean, we have to walk up the length of the hall by ourselves while they flash a mugshot of us on the screen!? and we have to do it in front of all the sec3s and sec 4s okay! good lord, i'm going to die of embarrasment on tuesday morning.
tomorrow is friday, i don't know what we're going to do for training and i don't really wanna know either. )):

i'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind..

i'm on the top of the world

yesterday i went to sleep at 8.45 then woke up at 10.15 to watch the thingy on channel 8 about st nick's! whee! saw ying lin, and natalie tan, and shi qing and jia jun and yiyi and other people and the tramp team and me! hahaha! so funny. anyway, it wasn't at 10.30...it was at 11. ): so i went back to sleep after that. then woke up this morning and ate brekky and went there. arrived in the carpark at 7.09! whoaa aren't i pro?! anyway, warmed up with all the sprinters taking part. there were a LOT of us! Windy, Joy, YiYi, Song Ching, Shi Qing, Natalie, Jaime, Yee Sin, Stephanie....we were like one big group of blue and white warming up there. awesome-ness!! wheee! then we ran, and it didn't seem so bad. except that the drinks were lemon juice, not orange...ah wells. turned out i was first in my heat but 6th overall. the 5th person beat me by 0.01s! @%#^@*&!!?! but, altogether the St Nick's people did GREAT no matter what your opinion may be. ahha! nice one fellows! (: went home by myself too cos i got my mom her belated birthday present. flowers. and it leaked. darnit. ah well, she liked it anyway. hahaha! mission accomplished~
ms lim wants to change pe elective to tuesday. then i won't be able to train for tramp on tuesday. and she said i can go for training in the morning on saturday. ))): my saturday is gone already...boohoohoo.

everything isn't meant to be okay

captain's ball~

there's something wrong with all my links ):
anywayy, competition is tomorrow. 150m...how awesome is that? i'm running with stephanie, belinda and natalie tan hui min. hahah 4 st nick's trackers in one heat mann! awesome~ well, before training today we played this awesome game of captain's ball. maybe 12 or 14 people were playing? and the numbers had grown from only 4 people...hahaha. it was damn funny. whenever i get the ball windy always seems to be in front of me and she and i just take one look at each other and scream. hahaha i don't know why, maybe it's just a reflex? it was real tiring cos we had to run everywhere to get the ball and i had a splitting headache after that...well, i think my team lost. but who cares? it was real fun and that's all that matters. maybe that's how we should feel like for competition too. i mean, it's real tiring too. it may be different, but we just gotta enjoy ourselves and it's not that bad anymore is it? hahaha! (:

"You think this is a trap then?" the Count asked.
"I always think everything is a trap unless proven otherwise," the Prince answered. "Which is why I'm still alive."

William Goldman, The Princess Bride

jump jump bounce thud

went for training todayy. trampoline training. hahaha teng lao shi made me do all the moves at once. well, sorta at once. )): okay, i didn't fall badly or anything, just bounced badly. hahaha i think it was quite okay actually. surprisingly. oh yeahh...and cos our ex-captain denise scored 10 A1s she got filmed by some crew. and we got filmed too! doing all the jumps and moves and everything. it was a bit awkward cos they kept following us wherever we went. :/ but who cares? i'm on TV! chinese TV...=.= then after training went to tell ms lim that i re-joined tramp. and her first reaction was to put her head in her hands hahahah!! cos it seemed she didn't wanna force me to do, but ah well.
kayy gotta go do lots and lots of tuition homework.

cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball...and i love you free, i love you freely..

cca fair!

cca fair todayy. went at 7am and helped tp set up the booth. audrey had this very "innovative" idea of hanging up the comp jersey and tracksuit on javelins. hahaha! but then ms mohana asked us to take em down and hang em on some chairs. ): awwww...it looked so funny! anyway, then had to change into jersey, and i felt so exposed! demo-ed for 5 classes only for 2 and a half hours. the first 3 were one after another. but the 4th one took one hour to come and we were terribly bored. so i tried to learn how to do triple and throw a jav, but i failed for the jav. but for triple ms chua made a deal with me - if i could jump further than the 3 mats laid out on the basketball court she'll treat me to a drink. and i did! and she treated all 9 people who were on duty to a drink! soo nice~ bought sportade, then sat down on the mats and enjoyed the breeze, and the rustling of the leaves, and the clouds moving overhead, and the blue sky, and the sunlight shining through the branches on the trees.love it. then lucinda found a frog and called me. sooo cute~went home at 10.40, cos i had tuition at 12. met aleena and yan ling on the way to the mrt. found out yuin yih was transferring school, so there are only 5 people for tramp now. no more peoplee!! how!? )): this soo sucks. i thought it was finally over...
my mom went to queensway and bought me a new shoe bag todayy~~ actually, it's not really a shoe bag. more like a puny duffler bag. hahaha! it's black and silver and the zipper has glittery ribbons on it! hahah! but it's nice. it may not look like a normal shoe bag, but it's practical. and it'll also make me look unique~ ah ha! she also bought me converse shoes, white ones with black stars on em, to match with some pink and orange coloured shoe laces that ahem..trevor gave me for christmas. so i'll have different coloured laces for each shoe! hahaha!

do you know what's worth fighting for when it's not worth dying for..

operation joy chia's present = success

operation successful!!! muahahaha! went to joy's class in the middle of skills for a few minutes to pass her her present...hehe. i wrapped up her spikes with 10 layers of chinese newspaper and her expression was great. when she saw the shoes she just screamed. and screamed. you know, when something is too loud, your ear drum rings? well, it did when she screamed, and it kept ringing for a few minutes after she stopped screaming her head off. well, i think she likes it but the size is too big. she was so hyped up she said it f***ing fits and then after she cooled down she realized it was one size too big..=.= very good joyy. give the sec 3 sprinters false hope. you'd better like my wrapping skills joy, took me 20 min to wrap it up i think.
anywayy, found a caterpillar in my noodles at home today ): it was all grey and skinny and yeachhh!! donwanna think about it. at least it was dead. hahahaha.

i'm an alien, i'm a legal alien~

mission accomplished

today finally managed to tell ms lim that i didn't wanna do tramp anymore. yayy! she didn't mind~ wheee...i'm freeee!! muahahaha!! >.< but track comp is next saturday!? oh my gawd...i'm totally screwed, dead as a doornail shall i be. and i kena ava leader again ahahaha...i was totally useless on the first day of school...yesterday that is. but now i can set it up sort of. hahaha yay! erm erm...then in the afternoon had nothing on...totally bored...sorta...hehe....XD talent discovery tomorrowww~!! i'm so suay, i have to go for chinese and sit for the informal letter writing test. hahaha!
oh dear, i'm using a lot of singlish words in this post...better not next time. ):

last day of da holidayys...):

ahhh my shoulders ache, and my hands feel raw and rough...and my nails feels funny.
guess it was because i spent 2 hours straight kayaking again. hehehe...with my dad. went to seletar country club for lunch at 11.30am, then went to bowl at 12.30 till 1...it was my second time bowling? and i totally didn't hit anything until the 3rd one. then on the 7th or 8th one i got a strike! yayyy!! i'm so happy muahahaha. then cos it was fully booked at 1 we had to stop, and observed professionals as they bowled. and commented on some ehhh bimbo-ish looking girls. they were wearing really short dresses and skirts to bowl, like at their thigh kinda height. but some of em were good. hehe...hmm then drove to the maintenance centre to rent the kayaks. 2 other groups were there but they were sailing, and it was so funny to watch them capsize...hahaha aren't i evil???
anyway, i think one of the pipes underwater burst so there was this area which was bubbling....as if godzilla was breathing underwater. and my dad and i kept on kayaking over that spot to get a "massage", like in a jacuzzi. then we kayaked some more and found another larger bubbly thingy, but it stank. like hell. i think the pipe was some kinda thingy carrying sewage....yeachh. ah wells. had to go some where with grass cos my dad's kayak was taking on water and he was sinking...hahaha!! then it started to get real dark cos of the rainclouds and the waves were pretty big. :/ heard the lightning siren from the club and it was pretty creepy. turned round and headed back, and my palms feel like i've rubbed them on a bar for 2 hours...which i have. hehee....
having roast beef for dinner again todayyy. watched terminator 2 yesterday, but it wasn't as scary as terminator one...anyway school starts tomorrow. i don't wanna wear my tie. i don't wanna wake up so early. i don't wanna study. but i can't wait for school to start cos i'm dying of boredom at home. :D


hasta la vista, baby.

Terminator FTW

woke up at 7.45 today...ate chilli mee (i couldn't finish it! hahaha i can't believe it!!) then went back to sleep at 10am? slept until 11.30, then had tuition from 11.30 until 1.30. thenn ehh...did mensuration, read 50 pages of a book? then stoned and listened to songs, then went to bug my bro cos i was bored. hehehe...you know, like call him to my room then grab hold of his arm, refuse to let go and make him drag me all over the house. then complained about how bored i was. and he kept giving me ideas of what to do, like: "do you want to play starcraft? but i'll will anyway..." and "let's play scrabble!!" i turned all these ideas down and then i helped to correct some mistakes he made while translating something for my brother. just grammatical errors...nothing serious. and then he decided to watch The Terminator...i readily agreed cos i was too bored...but i thought it was a good idea to bring down my pillow. and i'm glad i did that. sooner or later my brother started stealing my pillow from me, and i had to bring his own pillow down for him )): it was so damn scary and bloody i was screaming half the time...like just one long shrill shriek. hahahahah!! and my mom started screaming too when she only sat down for 10 minutes. and we kept on arguing on who screamed first. but it was epic - it was made by James Cameron who also made Alien, Aliens, Titanic, Avatar, Terminator 2, what would you expect? totally EPIC. whooo!!
and my mom requested that we watch Terminator 2 tonight...ahhhh!!!!

sighh i'm soo bored.

right now i'm having a "party" hahaha. it's really boring...i'm tired and i can't sleep cos i have to take care of one of my guests, selina, and right now she's playing games on my phone. spent 2 and a half hours watching harry potter and the sorcerer's stone, and for the first time out of the 3 times i watched it, i didn't fall asleep at all! hahaha! the actors look so small and cute and tinny, and the subtitles sucked. hehe. well, i spent the whole morning doing set notation - yay finished it! then went for mass...yeah. then went out for lunch and came home and watched STAR WARS revenge of the sith. wheee! it's so cool, but it's so morbid when anakin skywalker turns to the dark side and becomes lord vader, and when he gets totally burned by the lava on the planet...sigh..that was sad and a bit gross. ah wells. well, after STAR WARS i went to sleep. for an hour. cos i was bored. B.O.R.E.D. bored. it's the 1st of January 2010 and i can't help but feel bored. hehe...): can't wait for school to start! then i can have something to do~ yayy yayy!

fight him, we must!