where's my guardian angel?

killer training yesterday. it's so horrible i don't really feel like talking about it. ahaha.
today left school early cos i had to usher for SYF. mmhmmm. i had to wear the invest uniform. sighh. well we went there, had lunch in the carpark, then went backstage. angie, yingying and i were in charge of giving out the certificates to the schools which were performing. ahaha i was in charge of carrying the tray where all the certificates were supposed to be on. and one of the primary teachers dubbed me "Jessica and The Tray". i think it sounds like a very promising title for a storybook, don't you think? anyway it was okay. except for the fact that since we were giving out the certs we had to remain at the backstage throughout the entire performance. in the dark. and sitting on the table. and scaring people cos we blended in with the navy blue curtain and they didn't see us until we moved and they jumped back.
i'm so tired. )): haizz. can't believe i'll have to do the same thing tomorrow..except that this time it'll end 4 hours later. sheesh mann. boohoohoo.
let me close my eyes and sleep forever

):

i feel so dead. and lonely. ):
my mom still owes me an allowance. hahh
i hate school.
...it's raining..

wake me up when week 5 ends

yadayadayadayada

nothing interesting, except for the killer training we had yesterday at the stadium. all the non hurdlers did 500, 400 then 300 timing. then the hurdlers did 300 hurdles with 9 hurdles x 2. then 400m all out. yupp. ran a 65. pretty slowww. never mind. hahh. erm today nothing interesting happened, except that i accidentally burned myself slightly during bio practical make up, and that during recess i pigged out at the council room eating wafers and oreos and colourful bicuits and ran out of the room screaming with the rest of the exco members cos there was a wasp and ying ting was shouting "let it fly into the fan!" oh and tuesday for PE, i named basketball number 9, "Jimmy" the Basketball.

then then tuition, then nothing interesting. except i went to buy new school shoes. tried to find ankle weights but found none. then yeah. that's about it. bleahh boring day, boring night, boring life.

and i'm a little bit lost without you

and i'm a bloody big mess inside

and i'm a little bit lost without you

this aint a love song this is goodbye

just give me a moment

humphhh..it's the 12th. ):
well nothing much happened. wala was okay. made new friends.mmhmm. made a pb for 200 hurdles but had a crappy timing for 100 hurdles. ah wells...=/ anyway i have nothing much to say now..just feel incredibly depressed now. bleahh. hmph. i wanna go home. )): i'm so sad..

i'm here without you but you're still on my lonely mind

death is but the beginning

WALAA IS TOMORROW OHHHH MY GOSH!!!