The Fifty-seventh Post of a Lifetime

Heyy. Haven't posted for a long time.
Okay, I know I'm a bad girl because I'm sick and I'm not even supposed to be on the computer. Hohoho! It's fun to break some rules! XD
Anyway, I think I did okay for geography, other than the fact that I worte 16 sentences for 4 marks and around 7 for 5 marks. Like totally epic fail. Then I had home econs, and I had a headache. And I passed my fever to Justina because we cooked sphaghetti together and I ate from her fork. ):
Then I had to go home because everyone said that I was super hot and I called my mom during Chinese lesson. And I failed Chinese again, but at least I improved by 5 marks okay! Anyway, my mom was soo funny cos she asked me to eat orange bowl. Haha!
Okay, I made my own way back and when I got home I was 38.5 degrees. Then I slept. And ate magi-mee for dinner while watching a movie. Then I slep again. At least I tried to sleep but failed. When I woke up in the middle of the night my face was as red as a beetroot and my eyes were cromson. I loked awful. But I wasn't scared of course. I just went "COOL!"
The I tried to sleep, failed again, had to go the toilet 7 times in the middle of the night and finally gave up sleeping and woke up at 5.30am. But unfortunately my mom noticed me and called me back to have a bath and take my temp. I went "COOL!" again cos my tempertaure had now risen to 39.2degrees and I was "wow that's high!"
So I went down to eat breakfast which was a bowl of cereal and gargle salt water for my sore throat. Sigh...last night sucked. It was awful. No sleep at all. I still have to go for cat class later!!

The Forty-sixth Post of a Lifetime

Heyy. I have news, good and bad, funny and lame.
1. Tengster wants me train on Wednesday after TRACK TRAINING from 6.30 to 7.30. What in the world is she thinking??!
2. I have to mug for maths and ting xie and geography. Sigh....
3. I nearly lost the key today. In the end it was in still in Ms Rocky's locker, and the locker turned out to be open. And I panicked for no reason. Urgh. Plus I didn't run today, and I have to go for mass tomorrow for Ash Wednesday, and all the Catholics out there you'd better come too!!
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-fourth Post of a Lifetime

To all those people out there who read my blog, I shall now try to make them a few-liners. Unless there's really something interesting to talk about because there isn't, other than the fact that I'm gaining weight fast and mugging like a .... mugger.
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-third Post of a Lifetime

Mugging. Studying. Researching. Tuition. Training. Homework. Church. School.
Lonely and sad.

The Fifty-second Post of a Lifetime

The first time I've ever felt so free in 2 weeks!!
Actually, i'm still not that free. I still have 2 tests next week, I have to make one english and one chinese school cheer by monday, I have 5 Maths worksheets, Chinese bio book, science worksheet and geography workbook. Not to mention english compre book but that's only handed up on tuesday so I don't think it's counted.
So you can tell by my schedule that I'm extremely busy girl. What's more, I'm going to bake cookies on Sunday afternoon at Ern May's house, so that's a couple of hours gone. But I'm not saying that I don't want to go. I just don't think I can finish on time. ):
Plus I also have to write a journal for my Catechism class by tomorrow. Sighh....And I have to research on the Olympics thingy too. Stressing
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.ka Jess

The Fifty-first Post of a Lifetime

My goodness, I didn't know I was THAT stressed!!
As in like, I went online to check up on stress management and symptons (because I recalled that you can have more acne if you're depressed and I got some today in the middle of nowhere). So I looked up on a rando stress website and found out that I was super stressed.
1. I have overeating and undereating problems.
2. I have jumpy muscles. In other words, my leg tends to cramp up when I tighten it and just stays there so it makes my leg look like it has a life of it's own even though I'm not controlling it. Freaky.
3. I have acne problems. Since like, a million years ago.
4. I have stomach aches, headaches and diarreheo<=sorry, I don't know how to spell it!
5. Isolation. Sometimes.
6. Panicking. I do somtimes now. I just panic when I don't know how to do a question or understand it and then I just cry. Urgh.

There, you see!!! I didn't know all of this were symptons of stress. ):
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Fiftieth Post of a Lifetime

Sigh...
I can't run anymore.
I'm getting slower and slower and slower and slower. I have no idea how I'm going to run 400m and 80mHurdles on the same day. AGAIN. Sian zi pua...don't feel happy anymore. I realised that I actually ran super slow for my race, and that I'm one of the slowest in my category. Even Yi Yi is faster than me by 0.1s. Like, oh my god.
Okay, I really sound like a complete bimbo. Man, I really am changing. Sighh...nothing I can do now but sigh. And try harder. Nothing worse can happen right?? I sure hope so. If not, I'll most probably die of depression. Hoho.
Nice one track girls. It was great today.
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-ninth Post of a Lifetime

Hey all. (:
2oom was...moderate. Not a good timing. Sigh...I ran so slow. Slower than last year. 29.14s electronic. Try harder next time yoz! XDD
I cried today. Because I couldn't do my maths so I got super duper stressed and depressed and emo. Haha. I'm such a wimp. Anyway, I got the hang of it in the end. Yay! Hahahahahaha! Work harder next time, hai hai!!
Getting fat and gaining weight. Gonna eat less tomorrow!! XDDDD Nothing interesting over the weekend, other than the fact that I keep on bumping into Joy every few seconds. Like at a restaurant in Thomson Plaza, and the odds of meeting her was negative. So when I caught sight of her I choked on my food and just gargled at her. >.<
I love Terry Pratchett~~He's so funny!!!
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-eighth Post of a Lifetime

Holy cow I received tonnes of sweets todayyy!
I feel so guilty cos I didn't get or even make anything for my friends and classmates and they gave so many things!! And also because I ate tonnes of sweets hohoho! XDD It's the day before Valentine's day for those people who are blur queens. Hohoho!
Track was alrightt. Gym which was incredibly easy and starting blocks. Ms Natasha is soo crazy she put me into the 28-29s category!! Holy cow I'm going to dieee!!!!! Help help help! Hahaha! And to all the other trackers out there who are going to run tomorrow or on Sunday, all the wayy! We'll all be cheering for you!
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-seventh Post of a Lifetime

OMG I'm eating a lot nowadays.
Sighh, what has gotten into me?? I don't want to be doing a Joy every single day! (No offense!) But I think I'll start to eat less tomorrow, hahaha. I wanna go to the gym and try out all the gym stuff and nonsense so that I can gain more muscles and lose more fats! Even though the outcome will be that I'll be more heavier, but at least I won't look fat anymore!! Hohoho!
Ohh, I didn't get back my geog today. My teacher said that a lot of people failed in an extremely carefree voice, implicating it as though it happened every day. Hmph, I don't want to be failing tests at the beginning of the year. ): Oh! And I took a quiz on what Japanese name do you have? and my name is Rin! I'm dignified,severe,and cold. You're respected and admired and people might be a little scared of u:) Is that a correct analogy??
Anyway, track was gym, so it was alright until we had to run 300m once. My timing was 47.10s, definitely not my PB. Ying Lin ran 44.95s, like oh my god. That's super duper fast! But I hope she's not peaking, or she might not be able to peak in Nats. :o
Soooooo history is tomorrow, and science test is on friday. I really have to study the Particulate model of matter or else I won't do well. Nooooooo
Ohh! I have some motivational quotes/sayings for saturday even though it's a bit early. Hahas! Nvm, at least it'll make you feel better yeah?

MOTIVATION

"The best way to predict your future is to create it."
~Unknown

"If your ship doesn't come in, swim out to it."
~Jonathan Winters

"Do or do not. There is no 'try'"
~Yoda (hahaha!)

"Where a heart is willing, it will find a thousand ways. Where it is unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses."
~Arlen Price

"Will look back on life and say, "I wish I had" or "I'm glad I did"?"
~Zig Ziglar

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take."
~Wayne Gretzky

"Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will."
~W. Clement Stone

PERSEVERANCE

"It's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get up."
~Vince Lombardi

"Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go."
~William Feather

SPORTS

"Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them -- a desire, a dream, a vision."
~Muhammad Ali

GOALS

"Goals that are not written down are just wishes."
~Unknown

"Never tell me the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
~Unknown

ENCOURAGEMENT

"Instead of giving myslef reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can."
~Unknown

"Fall seven times; stand up eight."
~Japanese proverb

Nice one today track girls! XDD
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-sixth Post of a Lifetime

I'm slightly better nows. Yay!
Okayy, no test results today, but we had the english comprehension test today and it wasn't that bad. Then a briefing by Ms Lim during skills training, so the gymnasts had to go for training late. Hohoho! XDD Training was good, but I got pissed really badly once because I couldn't do my moves so I started to tear a bit because I was irritated. Haha!
I'm such a wimp.
Then I came back and ate a lot of chicken and meat for dinner.
Ohohoh!! Did you know (okayy I know you don't know)that some crank caller rang up our house and said that my mom was in hospital? Of course she wasn't but it's one of those crazy folks you know. Hohoho!
So be careful when you hear this kind of news cos it may be fake! So always double-check with your parents k?
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-fifth Post of a Lifetime

STRESSED
That's what I feel like nowadays, with all the homework and darn literature piling up and tests and projects and posters and ya da ya da ya da. Sigh...can't do hurdles anymore. I knocked down 2 today and those were the small ones that the primary section girls used.
I hope I'll do well for lit reflections and maths and geog and chinese and eng comprehension and so on and so forth. Don't know how i'm gonna paint my art tomorrow. hahahaaa....
OK! It's a short post todayy. Don't know what else to write, need to get on with work and revise science atomic structure blahblahblah
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-fourth Post of a Lifetime

Heyy, long time no write.
Haven't written in a while because I was mugging for tests like geog and maths and so on. Hahaha! I failed for E-lit, so I was in a really bad mood before training on Friday. Then I had a chinese punishment because I didn't bring my ke ben. Hohoho! Anyway, I left early with Ying Ting and Mei Shuen cos we were ushering for meet-the-parents. Dinner had not much meat, so I bought a sandwhich from the breadstall. I had to stay in school until 9.15pm cos I was waiting for Mel's parents to pick me up cos I was staying over at her house.
After we had finished our duty, we were spending some time screaming like crazy and running around the track in the dark. It was slightly spooky, cos from a particular angle you think you could see someone sitting on the blue stand on the track. Hahahaha!
Then for the rest of the time I spent fuming outside my classroom door listening to the complaints of some very kiasu parents. Really! They were insulting the teachers saying that they were hopeless and rambling on about god knows what. Hmph, what is the world coming too??
So back to Mel, I went to sleepover at her house and watched a few weird Al Yankovic songs, tried to watch Wallace and Gromit but I fell asleep. Hahaha! Then I woke up and we made chocolate cake. All in all, I ate 7 slices of bread today. OMG the calories!
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-third Post of a Lifetime

OMG I'm so tiredd....
Okay, maybe some people out there may be more tired than me, so what am I complaining about??? I don't know, I'm just - tiredd...
I had ting xie todayy, I guess it was alright, except for the possibilty that I lost 4 marks. Hohoho! Maths has a lot of homework, art was okayy. ACC was slightly boring because I didn't know what was going on. XD I have geog and spelling test tomorrow. Nooooo
Oh, and today I nearly broke my arm. :0 Because I was doing trampoline, then I actually did something to early, so I shrieked (yuck) and fell on to the tramp and I accidentally stretched my left hand out as a reflex action and I could hear it crack 3 times when I landed on it. Oh dear. It was numb for an hour before it returned to normal. Hohoho!
Okayy I have to study nows. Byebye
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess

The Forty-second Post of a Lifetime

Haha! I can't believe I actually cooked dinner today!
I made pizza!! Hawaiian and meat-lovers. It actually was a success! Other than the fact that there was too little dough and it was over-laden with ingredients. But it was super nice! If I say so myself. And I ate so much I've decided to skip breakfast and recess tomorrow. I'm fullll.
Today, I had mass and CLC. Then I finished up my geography notes, did some maths, finished memorizing my chinese ting xie, and just realised that I didn't bring my maths homework from 2 weeks ago back. Damn! How could I be so stupid??
Then I went to Thomson Plaza to get the stuff for my pizza. Bought some maths assessment books and ate tea. Hahaha! That's why I'm gaining weight. I really am gonna diet tomorrow. Make it this week. XDD
OH! And I'm staying over at Mel's house this friday after meet-the-parents to bake chocolate cake. That's another reason why I'm dieting this week. Hohoho!
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess