The Fiftieth Post of a Lifetime

Sigh...
I can't run anymore.
I'm getting slower and slower and slower and slower. I have no idea how I'm going to run 400m and 80mHurdles on the same day. AGAIN. Sian zi pua...don't feel happy anymore. I realised that I actually ran super slow for my race, and that I'm one of the slowest in my category. Even Yi Yi is faster than me by 0.1s. Like, oh my god.
Okay, I really sound like a complete bimbo. Man, I really am changing. Sighh...nothing I can do now but sigh. And try harder. Nothing worse can happen right?? I sure hope so. If not, I'll most probably die of depression. Hoho.
Nice one track girls. It was great today.
Signing off
~Jessica a.k.a Jessie a.k.a Jess