I skipped track to train for trampoline. I ended the routine without staying there for 3 seconds. I did not listen to the coaches. Everyone was shocked at how rude I was. Then I went home crying. I really feel like saying the f word now.
God I really regret not listening to my coaches. For not staying on the tramp for 3 seconds. For helping people too realise the attitude that I really have. For letting people see the negative side of me. For letting them see how unconfident I really am about myself. For letting them see how rude I can be.
To everyone out there I'm sorry but I really don't think I'm that innocent and whatever when it comes to the times when I'm really just fed up with the life I'm living right now. I tend to show my feelings through actions and words at these times. So if you realise that I have a short temper and not talking. Ignore me please. Leave me be.
Sorry.
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