Ahh..this is my new plan of the year starting from today! Or rather, starting from sports day. I don't mind being a part-time long jumper, and according to Carren, I'm at a pretty moderate position haha. So! I'm going to do my best for Sports Day's long jump and try my best. Then maybe Ms Lim will say "Oh! She can do long jump" and poof ta-daaa I'm back in the position as I was before in err P5. So cool right? Deja vu!
If that actually happens that is. )): Hahaha I don't think it will. But heyy maybe it'll turn out to be Operation Get-into-Hurdles number 2! In other words, SUCCESSFUL!! Hehehehe...*evil laugh plus the-closest-i-can-get-to-look-evil-face* which is unfortunately not that evil...
Well, there's nothing but to try right? I love setting up new challenges for me! It's so exciting! I love doing new things! How enjoyable! How exhilarating! Jumping up and forward and landing in the soft sand and the feel of the rushing air blowing past your face as you jump~~ I'm in love with that feeling! I'm in love with jumping! Up and forward! The air! The wind! The feeling of accomplishment when you jump past the qualifying mark and the sensation to do better next time! Running isn't like that though, you only have one chance in the race and it's so difficult just increasing your timing by 0.1s. It's so sucky! >:(
Ahhh I'm feeling stressed again. My mom just pressurised me by saying that I had to get a scholarship to SJII because they want me to save them money. :/ what's more I can't go in through sports because I don't wanna do track for the rest of my JC life. Hmph this sucks. Totally SUCKS. Plus WALA is coming andandand I'm scared I'll let the team down. I'm the slowest there!! Ahh how demoralizing!
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