...sighh

yayy i did okay for maths. well, at least i improved from last year. heehee..but i have a lot of careless mistakes. =.= darn it. hmmm okay what else this week? nothing much. just that i'm bloody bored. hahaha i can't bring myself to study chemistry ): and i think i'm gonna fail my argumentative essay. i totally can't dig out the main points and ermm argue about them! hahaha i fail at debate and arguing! then hmmm...i'm totally blur about biology, i totally suck at nutrients and i can't remember a thing. i threw everything away for chemistry about the structure and bonding and periodic trends, and all i can remember doing for my a.maths graphs is drawing a burger king graph and flipping my line upside down on the graph like a pancake. trampoline is getting better at least, but i have less than 10 trainings left...and i can't even join my whole routine up together, while the others can already execute their routine without even warming up. @#%yayy i did okay for maths. well, at least i improved from last year. heehee..but i have a lot of careless mistakes. =.= darn it. hmmm okay what else this week? nothing much. just that i'm bloody bored. hahaha i can't bring myself to study chemistry ): and i think i'm gonna fail my argumentative essay. i totally can't dig out the main points and ermm argue about them! hahaha i fail at debate and arguing! then hmmm...i'm totally blur about biology, i totally suck at nutrients and i can't remember a thing. i threw everything away for chemistry about the structure and bonding and periodic trends, and all i can remember doing for my a.maths graphs is drawing a burger king graph and flipping my line upside down on the graph like a pancake. trampoline is getting better at least, but i have less than 10 trainings left...and i can't even join my whole routine up together, while the others can already execute their routine without even warming up. @#%$&*^$#!!? i hope i'm the reserve. and i can't go for intensive training camp cos i have a church camp on exactly the same days. och noo!! and and...never mind. bleahh

oh no why am i feeling this way..i shouldn't be like this at all. someone please help me. pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease