you're breaking my heart

sighh totally screwed up my chem test. ):
bio practical was quite fun. i offered to give my cheek cells as a specimen for lucinda and annabel to observe under the microscope, and it seems my specimen was actually quite good! i'm so happy with myself~ hahaha! and the chloroplasts are so cool. you can actually see them bouncing off one another, like puny green tadpoles in pinball.
did hurdles for skills today, didn't go for tramp skills cos i was training for it in the afternoon. we filmed each other while doing hurdles. my thighs are so big ): and i jump too high, and my arms are all over the place, and my supporting leg is all straight when i kick it out. boohoohoo. anyway, lucinda stabbed me with a pen today, so i have ink in my left forearm. actually, she wanted to stab me in the stomach but i blocked it off with my arm...haha. then played captain's ball with the seniors and got stratched by one of them too. grrr....
went for tramp training, and i was the only one there. i crashed rather badly for some of them, hahaha...but i think i prefer training alone. it may be lonelier, but it gives you time to think about stuff. mmmhmmm...really like it that way. ooh and the start-lists for 2nd SAA are out. i'm running with jannah. noooo! dunwanna. )):<

i'm broken inside..