Help meeee.
Although nobody ever really comes by nowadays, I'll just ask for some advice anyway. I think Teng is hinting that I'm going to continue doing trampoline next year. Cos when she checked out my leo she said, "good! it's still loose so you can still wear it next year." looked me in the eye and walked away. My lord! Doesn't she know how HARD it is juggling 2 sports and 10 subjects?! I know she cares about the team and wants to keep the school's reputation in trampoline going, but if I am out. OUT of gymastics can't she just face it that I've made up my mind to quit and that I wont be willing to join anymore?!
She's pulled me back in twice! It led to disastrous effects! I regretted it almost immediately. But what do I do?? If i reject, she'll most probably ask Ms Lim or something or use a younger girl to compete and it will lead to a straight disqualification of the judges ever find out. But I don't think she's that daring to try that out. And if I agree, I'll be struggling throughout the year AGAIN.
Argh! I hate these choices. When you feel like doing it but know that it's not the right choice. And the feeling of hurting and rejecting someone. My gosh, I hate these kinds of situations! But. At least I don't know if I'm confirmed have to be in the team next year. Cos next year we still have Jean, Joanna, Aleena, Yan Ling and Xin Yi. One more person. Now who can that be? Me or Alexiaa?? Hmph. I don't like gym. I wish I'd never joined it in the first place. But if I hadn't, I would'nt know a about 200 people from St. Nick's and maybe even be the school's rival. So I guess the sport HAS given me some good things in life.
Soooo. Suggestions? Anyone?
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