i'm bored. quite sad really. i've been thinking about the things on my previous post (if you don't know what they are, scroll down!)all day long, and i've been staring into space and wondering. hahaha i can become a philosopher next time! anyway, i really really really wanna get my life over with. i really really want to know the answer to my questions. i wanna see what the afterlife really is. is there really a tunnel of light? is it fun? what will we do after that? is this life real!? what if there was nothing. imagine not being born. there would be nothing and we woulnd't know anything at all. isn't that scary? don't you want to know why we are here? why are we in this life form? why aren't we in the form of a-a ermm fish or something. why do we humans have to be the most intelligent beings on the planet? how awful! i really want to go away! hmph. so annoying. and i'm bored. i don't feel like doing anything.