hohoho i passed chinese for the first time this year!!! =D now you know how noob i am in our "Mother Tongue".
anyway, i tried out for jumps, and in the end i couldn't do it cos the sprints needed me and my technique needed to be changed. gahh! hmph. i really wanna gooo. >:( anyway, i am also quite nervous about something happening tomorrow~ it's gonna be really embarrasing i think, and quite...uncomfortable. hahah most of you don't know what i'm talking about, but i know a few people who DO know what i am talking about...hehehe..
good luck to all the sec 2s doing the Maths paper tomorrow, and jia you to all the track girls yah? (:

OMG DAMN FUNNY!!

guess what?? i dislocated my shoulder yesterday during trampoline training! it was quite shocking cos there was a loud CLUCK and then i couldn't really move my arm. so i walked off the tramp and lowered myself onto the floor and tried swinging it around. then it went back in with a smaller CLUCK and i went "oh!" hahaha it was awesome! cos after that i didn't have to train anymore and got to ice it hohoho!
but now it's a bit stiff and it aches a bit when i move it around in some places. so i have to go the Demon Masseus in Bukit Timah to get it massaged. at least it's better than the xin seh (is that how you spell it?) where he sticks needles into you. horrible.
and then cos it has been dislocated, it's easier to dislocate! so maybe i don't have to do trampoline anymore cos i'll be doing the same move over and over again! and i might dislocate it over and over again! hahaha! maybe it's an epiphany!! :D

isn't it funny? hahaha!

OMG this is super hilarious!!! watch it!

Blue screen of death commercial

my hair is falling out and i have a lot of dandruff. --.-- this totally sucks..and i wash my hair very thoroughly. oh noo stressed oooout ): i don't feel like training anymore, i find it boring now. it's just running, stretching, running, and running again. every training. hmph. not that fun is it? i feel indifferent as joy says. i'm going to try and become a jumper! how many times have i said this?? but yeahh this shall be my dream now. i wanna go for walaa next year, but as a jumper. that will be less stressful and more exciting. less tiring too. and i love it~ soo i'm gonna try and jump....4.8m for sports day. mmmhmm, that's what i'm gonna do.

i'm bored. quite sad really. i've been thinking about the things on my previous post (if you don't know what they are, scroll down!)all day long, and i've been staring into space and wondering. hahaha i can become a philosopher next time! anyway, i really really really wanna get my life over with. i really really want to know the answer to my questions. i wanna see what the afterlife really is. is there really a tunnel of light? is it fun? what will we do after that? is this life real!? what if there was nothing. imagine not being born. there would be nothing and we woulnd't know anything at all. isn't that scary? don't you want to know why we are here? why are we in this life form? why aren't we in the form of a-a ermm fish or something. why do we humans have to be the most intelligent beings on the planet? how awful! i really want to go away! hmph. so annoying. and i'm bored. i don't feel like doing anything.

i just realised how i find life so boring. i don't know whyy. i really want to know what death is like! hahaha! maybe i'm thinking too much, but i really wonder if there really IS such thing as God. we don't really have any proof that he is out there right? who created him anyway? so if God created the universe and all living beings, who created God? and if God DID create the universe, i wanna ask him tonnes of questions. like, how long does the universe stretch until? it never ends, but if it DOES end, what will we find at the end of it? another universe?? it's just so annoying cos i really want to know!! and is there really a heaven? what if there isn't any heaven? what if we just get reborn again? what if we get reborn to another universe or become a puny organism with a lifespan of 5 days? what will we bedome if we don' have eternal life?? ad if there really IS a heaven, then how in the world are we supposed to live forever and ever and ever? i mean it'll be so boring, cos maybe after a 100 years or so we would have already explored the entire city or country or continent or planet or galaxy or universe of heaven. then what will we do after that? sit down at the banquet table and sip milo forever? that will be so absolutely boring.
plus, how do i know if i'm jessica? jessica is just a name. and without a name, i wouldn't be anybody, but i will still be somebody right? so who am i? is there really such a thing as earth? what if my entire life story until now has been a dream or a hallucination? what if i am not me?? i mean, is the world real?? am I real?? if there isn't any God, then who made us?? it's so crazy! i'm even beginning to have doubts about myself.